" OUR POEMS "

A Small Work
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Suddenly,
he came inside
and asked me to do that...!

I was really shocked...!
and I couldn't understand,
what was happening there...!

I couldn't remember that person,
and I didn't know that,
why should I do it...!

Actually, I have nothing to do
with anything related to that
or I am not involved with
anything like that.

I was really confused
because,
I was not working for any one,
or I was not committed to do anything.

But, he was really sure about it,
and he wanted me to do it immediately.
He as planned everything well,
and he was really tough too....!

I have no other options,
even if I don't want to do
or there is no other way
to escape from there too...!

He compelled me to do it,
when he knew that I am confused...!
He promised me a lot
and has offered a lot too...!

Then I got really confused
because,
I need those things....!
even if I don't want to do that work for him.

He was right,
and he knew that,
there is a chance....!

So, he just told me that,
he will comeback soon,
and I can make my mind in that time...!

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A Tree
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That was my favorite place
Where I was always used to go
For playing football
Or to meet with my friends.

It was just near to my home
And near to a small river.
There were a lot of flowers
And a lot of plants and trees.

We used to sit on the trees
Or on the grassy floor
While we were sitting
And talking after the play

There was a special tree
With no branches on it
And without a single leaf
Or a single flower.

None of my friends
were never liked it
And they never went
Near to that tree.

But I was really in love
With that tree
Which was really dirty
And useless too, I think

Dont think that
I am a cruel person
Or a sadist.

I just like that tree
Because
I felt that, that tree was
Very sad and lonely
And everyone hates it.

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Flowers of my Love
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I just want to buy
a couple of flowers
to present to my sweet heart
on this valentines day...!

Yes, she is not only my valentine,
or she is my valentine too...!

She is not expecting them,
or I don't have to present
something to her
on this special occasion.

Still,
I have to buy some flowers
to give to my darling.

Its doesn't mean that,
I have to impress her
with some presentations.

Or,
it doesn't mean that,
the flowers are
representatives of Love...!

Yes, she likes flowers a lot,
and she like to have them always.
She is always smile at them,
and she always play with them.

Well, Yes, I do love her
more than anything in the world.
But, I don't have to show that
to her or to any one else...!

Love is there in my mind,
and its there in her mind too...!
What we can feel,
and always realize too...!

In anyway,
I am going to buy some flowers
to send to my sweet heart.

But, the problem is,
I don't know what flower
I have to buy
and from where...?????


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I am Praying...!
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I am praying for you,
and I am praying
for myself
I am praying for peace,
and I am praying for peace only....!

I am praying....!
Praying for my father,
whom they took
for the war to fight.

Praying for my brother,
Whom they captured
for resisting to go to
the war field.

Praying for my mother,
who died after
the heavy bombardment
by the enemies....!

Praying for my sister,
who is wounded
by the heavy fighting
between the two sides.

Praying for my Home,
which was damaged
by the missile attack,
where I was born and brought up
and where we were living
peacefully and happily.

Praying for my village,
which was destroyed completely
by the heavy War,

which was quiet and natural,
with flowers, trees,
rivers and animals.
where we were playing,
where we were living and
where we were singing & dancing.

Praying for my friends
who lost their whereabouts
and their belongings
in the War.

Praying for my relatives
who lost everything
and became refugees....!

and Praying for my love,
whom I lost
somewhere in the
War field......!

But still,
I don't know,
what mistakes I did
to loose everything
for nothing........!!!!

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Me, Myself .......!!!
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Let me keep a rose
to love you all
Let me plant a tree
to give you shade
Let me keep a smile
to behave with you as me.
Let me give my hands
to help you......!!!
The flowers are not flowering
the birds are not singing
the rivers are not flowing
and the kids are not playing....
The wind is not coming with a silent
the hills are not covering with the clouds
the sun is not smiling in the morning
'and the earth is always tearing.......!!!!
All the faces are covered with fear
all the minds are filled with terror
all the bodies are covered with poison
and the darkness is moving to everywhere.
Fire,
Arms,
War
Riot.. .. .. !
So, please.....
please let me know myself
let me think myself
let me keep something,
at least...!!!

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Missings
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My Mind,
My Body,
My Soul,
and Me Myself.....!

I am not joking,
It dose feel to me
that, I am really
Missing......!

Actually, I cannot say that,
what I am missing.....
But, I do missing,
something which is
really near / dear to me......!

Sometimes, I feel it
like I a not able to do anything
Sometimes, I feel it
like I am nothing atoll without that.....!

Yes, I am doing everything,
and I am still alive too.....!
but...........!!!!

Each and everything
is also missing....!!!
like my mind is missing
my body is missing
my soul is missing....

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My Advise...!
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This may be my last
or the first words
which can be noted
in the golden leaves
of the history ....!
It can be an advice
or could be consider
as a law too.....!
These words are
directly from my heart
with all my experience.
These are true and
followable.
But,
the real problem is
I couldn't find -
the words yet.....!!!!

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Searching for someone
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Today morning
When I got up
I just heard a small sound,
Which I couldnt recognize.

I went to look for it,
And I could find it.
It was a small bird,
Which was sitting on my window,
And crying

It was a baby girl bird,
And it was too small too
It was really beautiful,
And it was pure white colored.

I was really wondered and
I asked her the reason
Why she is sitting upon my window,
And why she is crying

I didnt do anything to her
Or I didnt do anything to anyone..!
So, I was really curious,
And I wanted to know why she is crying

I took her to my home,
And I gave her some fruits and milk,
And I set a small place
Which is really comfortable for her to sit.

I asked her the reason,
Why she came to me first and
Why she is crying

She started her story,
That, she is from a small village
And she was living with a small family
Her father mother and her brother.

They were very poor
they were very lovely
they were living happily
and they were really enjoying their life,

One day, the government ordered that,
The people aged 18 and above,
must joined in military for the war.

They had only one boy in their family
And they dont want to send him
To the military for war.

But, they were helpless,
And they couldnt do anything.
They tried to hid him from the public
But, the military came and caught him.

They took him to the war field,
And after that there is no news from him.
Now she want to search for him.

Thats why, she came to me,
And now she need my help.
Yes, I am ready to help her,
But I dont know how

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Team
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Even if I was not there
It could happen in that way only.
Sometimes or not
Even they could think
That it would work the other way too.

Just for the way of thinking,
We could say that,
There were several other opportunities
Or differentials in the same meaning.

Even though
The fact is same as
We have to work hard
And hard always.

Team has no other meaning
Than a team
Which cannot be mentioned
In any other way.

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The Goddess
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She is not my best friend,
Or she is not a well-wisher
She is not my relative,
And she is not my girlfriend too

Still, I know her very well,
and I can feel her presence always
She is always very close to me,
And she is always wanted to be with me

Now you are confused
Right
You thought, I am talking about my wife
Or about my girl friend!!!

Wow!
Sorry dear,
You are wrong..!
This is what always happening to you,
When you are trying to understand me!

Here, in the beginning,
I told you the truth!
Still, you don't remember that,
And you are still living with your doubts!

I can tell you something
That, she is very beautiful,
Intelligent and Lovely,
She is smart and charming!

She has a good personality,
And she is very accurate too!
She is every where,
And you can see her at anytime.

I know, still you don't understand,
And you maybe you don't want to
Then, I don't have to say anything more,
And just let her live her own!!!

OK, OK, Don't go further!
I only will tell you that!
She is the Goddess,
The Goddess of Death or Life!

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" THE TIME "
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To day the sun is in the sky...,
As like as yesterday....
To day I am in the earth....
As like as yesterday...

My flowers are getting honey...
My trees are getting flowers...
My Diana Gone for a visit ......
I was too much tired...

Still ..........!
I was looking for a hand ....
I was looking for a word....
All the ways are getting dry...
I think because of the sun....
But I love rain...
The heavy rain with storm...
(Not in the teacup....! )

I would like to walk in the rain...
I would like to sing in the rain....
I would like to swim in the rain....
I would like to cry with the rain...
I would like to laugh with the rain...
don't think I am mad...
really I am MAD...!

I had one small cart...
The bull cart...
I am going to pull the cart with myself...
I am going to sit in the cart...
I would like to go in the hell with the cart...
But the CHITRAGUPTAN hasn't allowed me for that...
I beg for him...
Because you know that is my life....

My mother is looking for a cat....
because there is a lot of rats....
My father is looking for a cow.....
Because there is a lot of "KANJI" ......
My brother is looking for a child ...
Because he got married....
I would like to hide in the hill...
and hide from the hill....

I am not a .....!!!!!
I don't know ....!

What I am saying that I am saying....
What I am doing that I am Doing...

There is one milk pot...
It is getting full and full....

Oh...GOD...!
The sun is getting dark...
I don't like darkness...
Because I am in the dark...
I am from the dark....

I going now...
Don't ask me where I am ....
because I don't know that...
I will be here...
Maybe forever....

I want to wait for....!
I want to talk for ....
I want to see dreams...
I want to make things....
I am a man for me also...
I am the man for .....!

Oh... God..!
That crow is getting hungry...
I would like to feed it...
My coffee is getting cool...
Forgot that...!

I didn't have a bath today...!
I gave My cloths to my pet to wear...
its a hottest day know...!

ok, that ring is belling....
I think its for me...
I will be for you......
But don't wait....
don't sit....
don't .........!

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The worthfulls....!
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As a spark,
or a blow,
it just came
directly into my heart.

It was really nice,
hen I have it in my heart.
Its giving me pleasure,
and it feels so nice.

Yes,
Its really hurting me,
and it is painful too....!

But, I love that pain,
and I love to suffer for it.
I am ready to do anything,
and I just want to have it forever.

Its waking me up
and it is making me cautious
Its showing me dreams,
and Its giving me my life....!

It so precious,
and it is so beautiful...
Its work full and
Its the real life......!

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Today.......!!!
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Let me keep a rose
to love you all
Let me plant a tree
to give you shade
Let me keep a smile
to treat you like me
Let me give my hands
to help you......!!!
The flowers are not flowering
the birds are not singing
the rivers are not flowing
and the kids are not playing....
The wind is blowing silently
the hills are not covering with the clouds
the sun is not smiling in the morning
'and the earth is always weeping.......!!!!
All the faces are covered with fear
all the minds are filled with terror
all the bodies are covered with poison
and darkness is moving everywhere.
Fire,
Arms,
War
Riot.. .. .. !
So, please.....
please let me know myself
let me think myself
let me keep something,
at least...!!!

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To You All
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I just want to say a hi
To you all on this time,
to remember me
And to think about me.

I just want to keep a flower
For you all,
To love me
And to like me always.

I just want to say a big sorry
To you all
To forgive me
And to forget my mistakes.

I just want to say thanks,
To you all
For the things what to you did
And the great help and support.

You might be thinking now that
Where I am leaving now
Or to where I am moving now

Yes
But dont make it that way.!
Because it doesnt mean that,
I am going to stay here forever.

No.!
It doesnt mean that too!!
Because,
Its a small world
And its a short period,
What God give us to learn
Things for our life,
And to practice
Our life with differences!

I couldnt keep a record,
Of how many more time
That I have left with me
Or how much I spend from mine.

So, I have to be ready
At anytime
To get ready
And to leave!!!

May be at that time,
I wouldnt get enough time
To say this all
To you all.!

So that
I am saying you all,
A big Hi,
A Huge Sorry
And a great Thanks!!!!

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You are ....!!!
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Don't say you are right
What is your right is,
shouldn't be other's.

Don't say you are the best
You are not an angel
or a God.

Don't say I will
You can't make a life
or a live which you like.

Don't say I am beautiful
Flowers, Birds, Trees,
and Lands are beautiful than you.

Don't say I am healthy,
A fever could kill you
or could keep you in the bed forever.

Don't say I am honest
There were so many time
you cheated yourself.

Don't say I am happy
An Accident or your enemy
could make you sad.

Don't say I am helping.
No one can help anyone in the world
but you can just cooperate...!

Don't say I am rich
You don't have enough money
to buy some love or little kindness.

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How can I ...!!!
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I would like to see
the first rays of my sunlight
I would like to have
the first drops of my mansoon rain.....!
I would like to sing
the first words of my poem
I would like to eat
the first crop from my farm...!
I would like to.....
I would like to ........
But,
I don't have a sky
to have a sun or rain
I don't have a pen
to write a poem....!
I don't have some seeds
to make a farm
and I don't have anything
to make me myself.....!
Then,
how can I wish....!!!!!!

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Let me ......!!!
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Don't paint my face
don't cover my body
don't put a cap on my head
Please.......
Don't make me a clown...!!!!

Let me cry
and let my tern flown.....
Let me laugh
and let me keep my happiness

I would like to eat
What I like to eat
I would like to chat
with my friends
in our own minds language.....

I would like to walk
I would like to sing
I would like to play
and I would like to sleep......!!!

Let me do myself
let me think myself
let me feel myself
and let me live myself......!!!!!

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